After a few weeks of break, I manage to find a job once again. This time is something really different. Since I studied food science in ITE so end up I work in a food company. But as a admin. Started my first day of work today. There is so many things to learn and I ask myself this simple question “how long am I going to work over here ?” For sure I don’t want to be a job hopper and I really want to get used to this environment real soon. While I’m working this sentance keep repeating in my mind.”God place me here for a purpose.” For sometime I did not hear him calling out to me. I can’t help but to think is that really his voice ? A few weeks ago I made a decision to give up my ministry. A ministry to taught me how to be a leader and taught me how to grow. A ministry that gave me a chance to learn and grow. Yet now I can no longer find back that joy that I used to have in serve. It seems that I have forgotten my calling. Since I can’t set my heart back in serving why not I just give up ? Sigh … Why isn’t there a person know what I really want ? Something really simple . Really …

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