After so many things as happen, I realise that I’m not that wonderful after all. I tried and I tried and it came to a point when I finally say, I had enough. If you ask me if I’m sad, I will tell you yes. But in life you still have to move on. When it’s too heavy, let it go and move on. Once again I realise that I have been keeping things to myself, thought I can handle it all. But sad to say I’m not a wonder women. I’m still a human being. You can have lot’s of friends but which are the one who is really willing to fight through the fire with you ? I don’t know. Mum is not doing well at all. Look at her I can’t feel anything but heart pain. Yet I just can’t help but to ignore her. Cause sometimes her words really too much. I don’t know how to help her even though I very much want to. I’m tired, very tired. Maybe taking one step at a time is not that bad after all.

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